📕The Light dusk📕
( an incomplete love story)
Suman is a gorgeous good thinker girl ,she born at little region in Lucknow. Her childhood was profoundly affected by her mother's kindness to feel spirituality . "When suman came home from school in the afternoons, her mother would have sometimes found her sitting in her bedroom, praying to God to grant her a little doll . She used to play with doll mostly.She does what she wants to do,she does it well, and she doesn't give a damn to anyone befor " she said to gd ,when she met Umhim first time .and even told as she has noone as friend . Here after seems me you friend
But I'm not interested in
Gd make her explained that there is no such a thing to befriend of someone is wrong but one should be good thinker whom you will be friend . Now friendship is concerned,depend on your interest .
her health was too compromised by the injuries she was suffering pain in her right index finger so she was not capable to note down in the notebook."Six days later, she was accidentally conceived," English guru explain lightly."she was healthy and strong in Brussels on New Year's Eve when she joined to ssc class morning batches may 07, 2017." But now she remains sick of cold . But never give up to join morning class in such thunderbolt weather .
When She was come to this smart City to spent her summer vacation with her father in ghaziabad. After 15 days her father tell her to join ssc class here last weakened,just afer one half months she involved in exchanging hearts 💕 and fallen love with Gd is simple virtuous boy belong to a spiritual family. She couldn't get each other felt that they love each other. The couse they could not break their voice to explain to love and were hesitate to shere their heart beats expression.They were felt only,we are only best friends.Who convinced them after 1 month this type relationship change in love,after spent a few days gd move back to his home town.Hence they lost this opportunity to love.She has broken is such a way as if something gone crazy in her life and decided not to be friend anyone, here after.it is a thumping entry into port of love ,
But both are awareness less to thier heart beats ,been beating in their respective heat one of both no-one was ready to explain about
Summary
Suman is smart and gorgeous clumsy 21 years old girl she is one of her sisters who has short hight and pink lovly lips she liked to bind single braid like pony tail. She was graduated in economic she had got initials education from there at local town in Lucknow
Her School Life passed in Lucknow, I know as far as her Educational qualification is concerned she completed graduation
"GSRM MEMORIAL DEGREE COLLEGE"
In the beginning of June she moved to ghaziabad with her elder sister soniya,this city listed in the samart city was more rainy city then NCR, to spent summer vacation with her father was posted as head constable in police station here, he loves Suman more becouse she was like that so ,in first at looking she make everyone fascinated of her,Suman had used to only come for a month every Summer to visit her father she was also love to her father,from the age 17 year .
When she got off The train at the platform and her sister notice that the sky was covered with lots blacken rainy clouds,and the thunderbolts was out louded ,soniya convinced Suman to stay for an hour until the rain is stoped and postpond their decision head to room, lest rainy drops poured over their head and been all drenched,soniya hates rainy season
Suddenly it started raining also fell some ice pearls suman collecte that in a polythene. Suman loves rainy seasons the most in rainy season but this rain fall out of season.
Both sisters reach at room and change their wet clothes and go to sleep . After 20 days soniya got a job and she was settled here but suman was jobless yet,there was no option she had to stay here for a single day.however When she planed to move back her home town last of month .soniya tell her to spent one more month here and advice to join ssc class yet.Soniya aroused her to join ssc class and SSC CGL exam was in coming days.at the last she mind and change her plane not to back Home Town.next day
At the first day of her in this academy first time when she enter in the class everyone was staring at her. she select a seat in the begining of the first row next to podium.but some students were still starring at.an awkward looking coloured boy sitting next to her is belonging to a spiritual family and dressed in kurta paizama,6 persons were in his family.everyone was follow to god "JAI GURU DEV " the first look at her was so attractive,fall continually staring for long time.don't know who was looking at ,he was looking at her or she was looking at board,or board was looking at both.Her fair and acne less face was filled with sweet smile her pink lips is hypnotizing everyone, it seems gd is flowing along with her Beauty stream.Her head was tied with a pony tail braid.
Sir,sonu singh where are you,pay your heed at board ,yes sir You the new addmission leave your chair and come here to introduce yourself to all
When she was at front of him he seems like someone was targetting his heart,Was so nurvous she notice that three students are staring at one of them have beard and dark toxicated eyes staring blinklessly and commented.After end of the class he come out few minutes befor sit on chair every student was leaving to , he over hear jingling of her bracelet and stood hii it was seeming she was daunted . he say sorry and sware, i ll' never to anoy her again in coming days .we shouldn't have behaved like this .I know you are not that but you are good cultured girls. Hii I'm gd sonu singh azad but I don't deserve it at all. I know but only best friend and here to there is no complain you will get behalf of me ok .gd ask to Suman she is still nurvous and he explains that when she was get introduced herself , really her face was modesty .
Next day suman notice that when she presented in class ,there is no seat was available but only a seat was next to gd was out of work as she passed him she glance at him and notice that he also staring at her affectionately for no apparent other reason to sit next to him in front left corner of the room she notice him shifting his weight so that he leaning away as he can and she say thanks.he say no need of thanks ,it is mandatory to all .that all have to do. After a while she says him to clear her maths doubts....
Gd ask her Name ,she tell him ooh then you didn't know my Name yet ,I did tell last night, it seems you was not in your sense that time he tell her sorry, whats hurry to know ,he tell her ,I don't know but it's necessary ,ok I call you as Ruchi is right , isn't it ruchi was my 10th class girl ,was also fair like you.
Gd ever looks at friends notes book ,ever ask to them to know her Name ,Oneday he ask for her note book in which her name was noted he looks started been bloomy when he got her name .
He says to Suman to join him tomorrow computer class in lab next day both were sit next to one he introduse himself to her Suman is socked when her hand accidentally touch to his finger the moment she type some word he began to tell her about how to use shortcuts keys. Gd completed his work quickly Than everyone else. computer teacher enter into room ask to gd about suman who is this girl ,gd tell her is the best friend .
Don't you know ,Have to take membership for this lab , no one can come in without admission,ok ma'am Gd ask suman what type of people do you like in your life,the moment when you're helpless,thats whome I hope you will expect on she reply easily and leave the class as per computer teacher's order.
When a session was happen every student was called to address a speech with any other famale person. Gd choose to Suman to address a speech with , the topic was women empowerment ,That Which was explained clearly by both.
He was questioned why he choose suman than other girls,he replied calmly I don't know, but why you choose this institute than others .ohh no..
On the way to, hii gd how are you ,ohh
You,fine good morning , I overheard at our yesterday performance everyone was astoned
Yes I know , suman ask the same question to Gd " why he had choosen her " ,gd tell her you could have denied either, ok she says it is right even I couldn't deny you ,I don't know why.
May be you understood by now,the same problem I have I can't explain it either.
The time when every student take a part in weekly test ,Gd completing his work quickly and help Suman to solve some difficult questions,and also he apply paints mark on other answer sheet except his answer sheet
The time when the result was shown on the board, suman got first position in class.she achieve 85 out of 100 he says Thanks for get hight position suman ask meenakshi about hiking her number.she tell suman she doesn't know either.But sonu must have mischiefs in this .Gd do you know yea I don't know but I also got second position
She stare at gd and tell of course you are making an excuse.No..... But how you made it possible just one of both answer sheet was named of you and submit ,your answer sheet cast out .
Next morning suman awaken early called hii good morning,good morning he ask what's happen today so early shere morning wishes.nothing but I have doubt on an questions. PLZZ I feel sleepy I'll meet you there in class
In class everyone was gift the wishes to math teacher "happy birthday sir "
Happy Birthday sir that's the reason the balloon are hunged all around on white wall with help of the cello tap.no sooner sir blow the candles everyone come at pinching the balloon 🎈
Suman ask Gd do you prefer pinch balloons . sometimes I also gone crazy
Now my turn to question, do you prefer cake most yes than would you like have this dish but you I don't like the cake
She tell you were looking like so crazy man pinching the balloons ohh remember through pinching balloons do you still pain in your head sorry suman . She tell him don't say sorry while you didn't do this knowingly.
Gd tell summu to purchase an dupatta for her she denied at all and why , becouse that dupatta was tore because of me that day.you had put your dupatta beneath me when something was about happen injury with me against my mistake. suman" if you got injured than, thats reason I care for you
I have no need any other one ,I have already bought of same colour,I am still unfamiliar to this.Arre baba tomorrow I will come applying that ok ,have look.
One day he was in mall ,for shopping and buy some apples eating while walking through malls compartments.he got a call of mom to come back home town argently by week
Thats all he mentions in a mail to Suman
When she ask the reason sudden planed move back to home town
He tell suman don't impart it to anybody ,he vow to back soon after completing the work by April last
Suman sent a word"will you come tomorrow" through whatsapp.
He reply , yes
Next day in the morning he still was at station at 7:30am, the time she was also coming through that way
Hii suman good morning , good morning
You are here so early what's happen, nothing. Actually didi told me to buy some banana than I was here
Ok Gd I'll take leave I'm late to coaching why are you not going
Bye ,good bye she ask why would you never come back to here, yes I'll ,then why you tell good bye , sorry for this , does any matter if I leave or not . Suman just wait a while "dekhte rahoge ki kuchh kahoge bhi" ok sumn let it be .....looking farther and then cross the road yes ,it is turn my way to left ok
There was a little confusion between heart and brain it is imposible to find out outcomes,thats what heart explain brain is not ready to follow ,thats what brain says heart is not ready to follow.now what I do or not ...
He was at platform to book ticket when his friend called to him about suman why are you moving back you know approx half an one hour spent there is no osculate scene here there Is no love between us just we are best friend and best friend all times be seperate
Why not you tell to her clearly everything.
Yrr how can it possible and can't try my best to explain either,god knows she feel ........ something or not
One day gd sit at open space under banyan tree in waiting for suman when he met to soniya his past friend soniya and gd was on the bench close to one soniya says months have been passed to meet you and the you didn't leave any text to me soniya you also had forgotten me never ever try her best to meet ,but do you remember when we met near to Uttam hospital whereas I sacked hand , you was seeming upset "(mujhe lagaa tu abhi bhi naraz hai us thappar ke baad)"you are still angry to me,sorry yr I shouldn't have slapt you .well let it be,soniya how are you,fine ,where are stay ,at same building at there room owner aunty daunted you and say to stay in your limit,the you was living like Tomboy ,present time you was looking so cute in "salwar shoot"really I fall in love to you again,ok by the way why are you here early morning,nothing but I waiting for suman who is she,is My best friend.soniya tell Gd beta you have spoilt,it seems you are fall in love with her no yr she not my love we are only best friend. soniya meet suman
Soniya-: hii suman,how are you
Suman-: fine and you
Soniya Tell her he in my love ,suman Don't trust on her she is a mad guy ok ,Gd "soniya chal tu ja Tera Kam nhi hai"yr why are you tell her useless knowledge.Ok soniya ji wait a while.Suman -: and you ,why are you not coming in coaching for two days actually Suman next night my train to go back
Suman tell him at that day you were not in jocking mood ,yes I was serious ,
Sonu really you are leaving to home town next day by night train ,yes . sonu if I say you to stay for two more month here then you follow my sense its means you will also leave from here.will have join in delhi
PLZZ suman is not possible it is necessary to go and that's why I am telling you yrr just 2-3 months are concerned I'll come back soon.by April I'll rejoin class
Ok soniya I take leave to room I have change my cloths and,will have to pack my bag bye....
After leaving soniya suman ask gd about that talkative girl , nothing but must a headache of boys.next morning gd notice that Suman was bussy on phone Gd was calling but suman was not aware about gd was walking back side was following her at the end he walk fast to next her he ask not to hear me so far .she tell him my face and ear were covered with dupatta ,who was on phone ?????? The couse of fall separate.....?
When he was in the train ,train was in speed ,outer air was intrude in compartment was totally chilled ,he sat against the window vertically was lost in reverie and put his forehead on the frame of window,starting slept lightly he notice someone was waiting for him outside of window in this wet still moon light night.as if she wants to says in ths wetted night with dew droughts .who knows why he bear that stroke of chilled air while he has been forgotten everything.He feel so love in this chilled air he was feel a rhythm of voice in it .some passengers were started saying to shut window the compartment was being chilled . shutting the window he slept
Here Leftover weeks goes by easily,summu worried if gd didn't come back and why he is not calling ,she was waiting for him by April last suman didn't get any message yet Suman called many times his was " not reachable" sometimes "switch off" becouse gd scrap the sim without be familiar to truth,he wouldn't share that point of confusion to his friends what was the matter over that he got angry to Suman
But don't know why he was not satisfied to his decison what all he is doing to forget her was wrong then why his heart was beating for her only, something Was exist that . Sonu kumar Gds friend calls him and tell I don't know why suman be upset in the class ,he didn't tell to someone , always be Alon and yesterday complaining .........
Gd make her explained that there is no such a thing to befriend of someone is wrong but one should be good thinker whom you will be friend . Now friendship is concerned,depend on your interest .
her health was too compromised by the injuries she was suffering pain in her right index finger so she was not capable to note down in the notebook."Six days later, she was accidentally conceived," English guru explain lightly."she was healthy and strong in Brussels on New Year's Eve when she joined to ssc class morning batches may 07, 2017." But now she remains sick of cold . But never give up to join morning class in such thunderbolt weather .
When She was come to this smart City to spent her summer vacation with her father in ghaziabad. After 15 days her father tell her to join ssc class here last weakened,just afer one half months she involved in exchanging hearts 💕 and fallen love with Gd is simple virtuous boy belong to a spiritual family. She couldn't get each other felt that they love each other. The couse they could not break their voice to explain to love and were hesitate to shere their heart beats expression.They were felt only,we are only best friends.Who convinced them after 1 month this type relationship change in love,after spent a few days gd move back to his home town.Hence they lost this opportunity to love.She has broken is such a way as if something gone crazy in her life and decided not to be friend anyone, here after.it is a thumping entry into port of love ,
But both are awareness less to thier heart beats ,been beating in their respective heat one of both no-one was ready to explain about
Summary
Suman is smart and gorgeous clumsy 21 years old girl she is one of her sisters who has short hight and pink lovly lips she liked to bind single braid like pony tail. She was graduated in economic she had got initials education from there at local town in Lucknow
Her School Life passed in Lucknow, I know as far as her Educational qualification is concerned she completed graduation
"GSRM MEMORIAL DEGREE COLLEGE"
In the beginning of June she moved to ghaziabad with her elder sister soniya,this city listed in the samart city was more rainy city then NCR, to spent summer vacation with her father was posted as head constable in police station here, he loves Suman more becouse she was like that so ,in first at looking she make everyone fascinated of her,Suman had used to only come for a month every Summer to visit her father she was also love to her father,from the age 17 year .
When she got off The train at the platform and her sister notice that the sky was covered with lots blacken rainy clouds,and the thunderbolts was out louded ,soniya convinced Suman to stay for an hour until the rain is stoped and postpond their decision head to room, lest rainy drops poured over their head and been all drenched,soniya hates rainy season
Suddenly it started raining also fell some ice pearls suman collecte that in a polythene. Suman loves rainy seasons the most in rainy season but this rain fall out of season.
Both sisters reach at room and change their wet clothes and go to sleep . After 20 days soniya got a job and she was settled here but suman was jobless yet,there was no option she had to stay here for a single day.however When she planed to move back her home town last of month .soniya tell her to spent one more month here and advice to join ssc class yet.Soniya aroused her to join ssc class and SSC CGL exam was in coming days.at the last she mind and change her plane not to back Home Town.next day
At the first day of her in this academy first time when she enter in the class everyone was staring at her. she select a seat in the begining of the first row next to podium.but some students were still starring at.an awkward looking coloured boy sitting next to her is belonging to a spiritual family and dressed in kurta paizama,6 persons were in his family.everyone was follow to god "JAI GURU DEV " the first look at her was so attractive,fall continually staring for long time.don't know who was looking at ,he was looking at her or she was looking at board,or board was looking at both.Her fair and acne less face was filled with sweet smile her pink lips is hypnotizing everyone, it seems gd is flowing along with her Beauty stream.Her head was tied with a pony tail braid.
Sir,sonu singh where are you,pay your heed at board ,yes sir You the new addmission leave your chair and come here to introduce yourself to all
When she was at front of him he seems like someone was targetting his heart,Was so nurvous she notice that three students are staring at one of them have beard and dark toxicated eyes staring blinklessly and commented.After end of the class he come out few minutes befor sit on chair every student was leaving to , he over hear jingling of her bracelet and stood hii it was seeming she was daunted . he say sorry and sware, i ll' never to anoy her again in coming days .we shouldn't have behaved like this .I know you are not that but you are good cultured girls. Hii I'm gd sonu singh azad but I don't deserve it at all. I know but only best friend and here to there is no complain you will get behalf of me ok .gd ask to Suman she is still nurvous and he explains that when she was get introduced herself , really her face was modesty .
Next day suman notice that when she presented in class ,there is no seat was available but only a seat was next to gd was out of work as she passed him she glance at him and notice that he also staring at her affectionately for no apparent other reason to sit next to him in front left corner of the room she notice him shifting his weight so that he leaning away as he can and she say thanks.he say no need of thanks ,it is mandatory to all .that all have to do. After a while she says him to clear her maths doubts....
Gd ask her Name ,she tell him ooh then you didn't know my Name yet ,I did tell last night, it seems you was not in your sense that time he tell her sorry, whats hurry to know ,he tell her ,I don't know but it's necessary ,ok I call you as Ruchi is right , isn't it ruchi was my 10th class girl ,was also fair like you.
Gd ever looks at friends notes book ,ever ask to them to know her Name ,Oneday he ask for her note book in which her name was noted he looks started been bloomy when he got her name .
He says to Suman to join him tomorrow computer class in lab next day both were sit next to one he introduse himself to her Suman is socked when her hand accidentally touch to his finger the moment she type some word he began to tell her about how to use shortcuts keys. Gd completed his work quickly Than everyone else. computer teacher enter into room ask to gd about suman who is this girl ,gd tell her is the best friend .
Don't you know ,Have to take membership for this lab , no one can come in without admission,ok ma'am Gd ask suman what type of people do you like in your life,the moment when you're helpless,thats whome I hope you will expect on she reply easily and leave the class as per computer teacher's order.
When a session was happen every student was called to address a speech with any other famale person. Gd choose to Suman to address a speech with , the topic was women empowerment ,That Which was explained clearly by both.
He was questioned why he choose suman than other girls,he replied calmly I don't know, but why you choose this institute than others .ohh no..
On the way to, hii gd how are you ,ohh
You,fine good morning , I overheard at our yesterday performance everyone was astoned
Yes I know , suman ask the same question to Gd " why he had choosen her " ,gd tell her you could have denied either, ok she says it is right even I couldn't deny you ,I don't know why.
May be you understood by now,the same problem I have I can't explain it either.
The time when every student take a part in weekly test ,Gd completing his work quickly and help Suman to solve some difficult questions,and also he apply paints mark on other answer sheet except his answer sheet
The time when the result was shown on the board, suman got first position in class.she achieve 85 out of 100 he says Thanks for get hight position suman ask meenakshi about hiking her number.she tell suman she doesn't know either.But sonu must have mischiefs in this .Gd do you know yea I don't know but I also got second position
She stare at gd and tell of course you are making an excuse.No..... But how you made it possible just one of both answer sheet was named of you and submit ,your answer sheet cast out .
Next morning suman awaken early called hii good morning,good morning he ask what's happen today so early shere morning wishes.nothing but I have doubt on an questions. PLZZ I feel sleepy I'll meet you there in class
In class everyone was gift the wishes to math teacher "happy birthday sir "
Happy Birthday sir that's the reason the balloon are hunged all around on white wall with help of the cello tap.no sooner sir blow the candles everyone come at pinching the balloon 🎈
Suman ask Gd do you prefer pinch balloons . sometimes I also gone crazy
Now my turn to question, do you prefer cake most yes than would you like have this dish but you I don't like the cake
She tell you were looking like so crazy man pinching the balloons ohh remember through pinching balloons do you still pain in your head sorry suman . She tell him don't say sorry while you didn't do this knowingly.
Gd tell summu to purchase an dupatta for her she denied at all and why , becouse that dupatta was tore because of me that day.you had put your dupatta beneath me when something was about happen injury with me against my mistake. suman" if you got injured than, thats reason I care for you
I have no need any other one ,I have already bought of same colour,I am still unfamiliar to this.Arre baba tomorrow I will come applying that ok ,have look.
One day he was in mall ,for shopping and buy some apples eating while walking through malls compartments.he got a call of mom to come back home town argently by week
Thats all he mentions in a mail to Suman
When she ask the reason sudden planed move back to home town
He tell suman don't impart it to anybody ,he vow to back soon after completing the work by April last
Suman sent a word"will you come tomorrow" through whatsapp.
He reply , yes
Next day in the morning he still was at station at 7:30am, the time she was also coming through that way
Hii suman good morning , good morning
You are here so early what's happen, nothing. Actually didi told me to buy some banana than I was here
Ok Gd I'll take leave I'm late to coaching why are you not going
Bye ,good bye she ask why would you never come back to here, yes I'll ,then why you tell good bye , sorry for this , does any matter if I leave or not . Suman just wait a while "dekhte rahoge ki kuchh kahoge bhi" ok sumn let it be .....looking farther and then cross the road yes ,it is turn my way to left ok
There was a little confusion between heart and brain it is imposible to find out outcomes,thats what heart explain brain is not ready to follow ,thats what brain says heart is not ready to follow.now what I do or not ...
He was at platform to book ticket when his friend called to him about suman why are you moving back you know approx half an one hour spent there is no osculate scene here there Is no love between us just we are best friend and best friend all times be seperate
Why not you tell to her clearly everything.
Yrr how can it possible and can't try my best to explain either,god knows she feel ........ something or not
One day gd sit at open space under banyan tree in waiting for suman when he met to soniya his past friend soniya and gd was on the bench close to one soniya says months have been passed to meet you and the you didn't leave any text to me soniya you also had forgotten me never ever try her best to meet ,but do you remember when we met near to Uttam hospital whereas I sacked hand , you was seeming upset "(mujhe lagaa tu abhi bhi naraz hai us thappar ke baad)"you are still angry to me,sorry yr I shouldn't have slapt you .well let it be,soniya how are you,fine ,where are stay ,at same building at there room owner aunty daunted you and say to stay in your limit,the you was living like Tomboy ,present time you was looking so cute in "salwar shoot"really I fall in love to you again,ok by the way why are you here early morning,nothing but I waiting for suman who is she,is My best friend.soniya tell Gd beta you have spoilt,it seems you are fall in love with her no yr she not my love we are only best friend. soniya meet suman
Soniya-: hii suman,how are you
Suman-: fine and you
Soniya Tell her he in my love ,suman Don't trust on her she is a mad guy ok ,Gd "soniya chal tu ja Tera Kam nhi hai"yr why are you tell her useless knowledge.Ok soniya ji wait a while.Suman -: and you ,why are you not coming in coaching for two days actually Suman next night my train to go back
Suman tell him at that day you were not in jocking mood ,yes I was serious ,
Sonu really you are leaving to home town next day by night train ,yes . sonu if I say you to stay for two more month here then you follow my sense its means you will also leave from here.will have join in delhi
PLZZ suman is not possible it is necessary to go and that's why I am telling you yrr just 2-3 months are concerned I'll come back soon.by April I'll rejoin class
Ok soniya I take leave to room I have change my cloths and,will have to pack my bag bye....
After leaving soniya suman ask gd about that talkative girl , nothing but must a headache of boys.next morning gd notice that Suman was bussy on phone Gd was calling but suman was not aware about gd was walking back side was following her at the end he walk fast to next her he ask not to hear me so far .she tell him my face and ear were covered with dupatta ,who was on phone ?????? The couse of fall separate.....?
When he was in the train ,train was in speed ,outer air was intrude in compartment was totally chilled ,he sat against the window vertically was lost in reverie and put his forehead on the frame of window,starting slept lightly he notice someone was waiting for him outside of window in this wet still moon light night.as if she wants to says in ths wetted night with dew droughts .who knows why he bear that stroke of chilled air while he has been forgotten everything.He feel so love in this chilled air he was feel a rhythm of voice in it .some passengers were started saying to shut window the compartment was being chilled . shutting the window he slept
Here Leftover weeks goes by easily,summu worried if gd didn't come back and why he is not calling ,she was waiting for him by April last suman didn't get any message yet Suman called many times his was " not reachable" sometimes "switch off" becouse gd scrap the sim without be familiar to truth,he wouldn't share that point of confusion to his friends what was the matter over that he got angry to Suman
But don't know why he was not satisfied to his decison what all he is doing to forget her was wrong then why his heart was beating for her only, something Was exist that . Sonu kumar Gds friend calls him and tell I don't know why suman be upset in the class ,he didn't tell to someone , always be Alon and yesterday complaining .........
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